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eepiest little man in the building
#HIS EARS ARE SO BIG HELP#so ive heard type shit#he has a habit of tilting his head back when he’s being petted like he fucking CONKS it back its so funny#we visited a cat cafe today I wanna go back again… there are so many of them#the room was really well maintained like we wore shoe covers and everything. and there’s a back room for the cats to go if they wanna#tap out so thats nice. BUT THIS LIL GUY. OHHHHH LIL MAN#he looks almost completely black but he seems to have these slightly darker stripes which are hard to see..??#THERES ALSO AN ENORMOUS MAINE COON NICKNAMED THE KING OF THE ROOM? HES HUGE JESUS CHRIST#made friends with a curious white and orange one who looked like he was thinking of pouncing down on me#and a very VERY pretty white and silver point with blue eyes who was happy to greet everyone#my brother was stuck on the floor bc a Persian that snubbed everyone else looked at him like ‘you. your lap is MINE’#and kept him there for 20 minutes. another cat wanted a turn but the Persian claimed him ;w;#my brother was popular with the cats bc they could probably sense he’s the calmest person in the room LOL#diary#yapping#cats#I wanna go back again sometime…
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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
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Y’all don’t even understand I love Neuvillette sooo so much
#genshin impact#neuvillette#single father. autistic swag. ocean imagery. looks mean but he’s actually a sweetie. the list goes on#CANE USER ALSO. room for me to hc him as disabled#canonical heat sensitivity and sensory issues with his hair and clothes?? drinks water for FUN???#I have got to give this guy a hug IMMEDIATELY#honestly in regards to shipping I see him as aromantic#and i think he sees furina in the light of like. he’s her mentor and feels protective and paternal over her#but i also know a lot of ppl shit neuvifuri and I’ve heard hoyo team is pushing it so no disrespect to that side either#this is just the vibe i pick up from them. seems like the proud father of a theater kid#he goes to pta meetings and watches her school plays#and i know ive reblogged some posts wriothesley and neuvillette together#and tbh i see why people like the pairing i think it’s alright#but it doesn’t Compel me yknow#i do think wrio likes him but i also think neuvillette is like. flattered but doesnt really reciprocate#doesnt feel on the same level as mortals type of shit mayhaps#which could contribute to his distaste toward archons who have relations with humans?#idk man I’m just talking#bottom line love this guy and don’t ship him with anyone but no hate to those who do y’all have fun out there#all love
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it kind of bothers me that witcher fans don’t really unite under sapkowski’s name like other fans of fantasy authors do (e.g. “tolkien fans”).
in practically any other fandom of fantasy books, save for the particularly rancid authors known for their disappointing and shameful behavior or views (e.g. jk r*wling), it’s just regular business to say the author’s name. but sapkowski’s name is treated like a dirty word in the witcher fandom, for really no good reason…
it must be asked — what is stopping us from doing so?! why don’t we call ourselves sapkowski fans. it would be much easier than saying “i’m a fan of the witcher, but only the books, i don’t consider the various adaptations canon, etc. etc.” … “half a hundred words, when three are enough!!”
#i was just thinking about this today. can we call ourselves andrzej sapkowski fans beginning now or what#note that i said GOOD reason#meaning that it’s not like sapkowski is a conservative#the witcher books#txt#like sapkowski has done and said stuff that i dont approve of or like#the alcoholism at cons for instance hem hem (though ive also heard that type of behavior was standard)#he’s said a few cringey things about women and lesbians but nothing worse than your typical old guy would#specifically i’m referring to the ‘i dont hate women i - he he he - positively love them!’ which is actually just everybodys granddad lmao#and the ‘i dont know about why my characters are lesbians - though i can be sure im not one’#that kind of stuff just makes me shake my head and laugh#but its not like he has done heinous shit like some of these authors running around loose out here#i mean i think it’s mitigated in part that he’s a private person with no twitter account#i also disgaree with his points from there is no gold in gray mountains but i also dont know enough abt what hes talking about to understand#understand FULLY at least. i understand some but not all. i think i understand just enough to disagree#but he has expressed a lot of progressive points which also come through in his series#what i mean is: hes not a terrible person. so why do people act like he is#ALSO i think if we united under his name then there would be more inter-series fans#ive always wondered where the fans of the hussite trilogy are (online). is there an online fanbase?#and if we do that then we can get more and better translations hopefully#like theres still no official translations for a ton of his short stories
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Oh yeah the band at the pride thing last night did Good Luck Babe which continues to baffle me like all these cool gay people are just dancing having fun to "you'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling" a lyric which almost makes me cry whenever I hear it. Not clear what vibes I'm missing here
#id say the missing vibes was several more shots but andie was totally sober and still vibing hard#actually probably the missing vibe is not having the very specific type of dumbass emotional problems i do#wtv. obviously ive enjoyed ever chappell roan song ive heard so far and i think shes fun but also whats going on here#my shit
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it is always a little funny to me when people try to make psychologists and psychiatrists out to be the only people ever capable of being able to accurately diagnose mental illnesses and disorders and that their word is law as a way to criticize self diagnosis when like. once i was hospitalized and the psychiatrist there who i had not even known for more than a day tried to diagnose me as bipolar despite me having No history of mania because he.. couldn't really understand why i acted the way i did i guess???
#milgran't#tw hospital#tw psych ward#i just randomly remembered this (i say randomly as if i dont know exactly why im thinking about this stuff). dont mind me#tbh i should make a tag for like. more personal posts. but. idk what to make the tag name..#oh well#apologies for not being cool and collected and expressing things that show that im a human with emotions and needs recently#The Holidays are probably. one of the worst times of the year for me </3#its not even seasonal depression or whatever its just Oh Jesus Oh Fuck Oh God (gets hit by 99999 trauma bullets)#that psychiatrist sucked SOOOO fucking bad btw#trying to prematurely diagnose me as bipolar was one of the tamest things he did during my stay#i hate him i genuinely hope he dies <3#tbh i think he actually did. Break The Law with me. he probably couldve argued it was for the safety of others bc im crazy :3. but.#sometimes i just Remember That and im like. huh. hey what the fuck actually#but seriously. so many mental health professionals just make you sit there and go. .. how the FUCK did you get your license??????#ive heard some of The Most ''oh only people who are completely ignorant about mental health say this!'' type of shit from professionals#idk why im the one being labelled as insane when they think saying some of that shit is okay and professional MFKDLSFMDSf
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#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/#but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment#i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating#there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2#months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it#not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him#in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to.#until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if#he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone#and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think#there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy#your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you)#and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly#so last night#i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text.#i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart#until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent#that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real#did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart#and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about#and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in#which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever#it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in.#just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the#reason that he went away on me.#im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying#not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me#that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest.#and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs#he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am
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BTW I genuinely love that night in the woods does not, in the end, tell you if it was all real or not. It does not even explain whether the goat was real. It gives you mundane explanations - mae's mental health history, gas leaks, the strikes and structural instability in the mines - but also it's juuust legitimately supernatural enough that you end the game going... well. was that all imagined? how much of that was legitimate? the cultists all talk about getting abilities from the pit, and mae's friends are there and are confirming this is actually happening, and I think that was the first time in the game I actually approached the idea that there really was something else going on and it wasn't all just things we the player are experiencing because we're getting it from mae's perspective and mae is a truly intense unreliable narrator.
But: how much does it matter if there's actually an eldritch goat god underneath possum springs, or if it was all just a delusion on mae's behalf, or if it's a gas leak? that isn't the point. that was never the point.
also that maintenance guy is a ghost im 90% sure
#nitw#revisiting this game for. reasons (dndads au)#i have to be sooo careful with nitw bc while i LOVE this particular brand of spooky shit#it also definitely fucked with my brain in less pleasant ways. so. oops#OKAY STORYTIME IF YOU'RE DOWN HERE IN THE TAGS:#the first time i played night in the woods it was entirely on a recommendation from a friend#i went in completely blind. i did not look at the genre tags. i went oh! that's right! my friend likes this game!#i've heard very good things about this game! so i bought it and i started it and i realized VERY quickly it was a Certain#Type Of Game. yknow. so i went ok its gonna be a cutesy game that talks about Real Shit but otherwise is silly and fun. alright.#and then i hit the halfway point and i realized oh. oh this is sort of a horror game. isn't it. it scared the hell outta me#i LOVED it. getting hit with that midpoint scene with the red and the silhouettes and the well and that was when i decided i loved this gam#but anyway yeah can you imagine being slightly obsessed with ghosts and going into night in the woods without a single expectation#and then getting hit with ALL OF THAT? delightful. wonderful. most unnerving game experience ive ever had in my life.
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this is fine im not hyperfixating on fnaf...and its totally not turning into a special interest...anyways everybodys opinion on the timeline of fnaf is dumb and im the only right one/hj
#like im sorry but sweet baby evan is not the boy who snuck out in the midnight motorist#at this point hes like 5#hes not sneaking out and breaking windows and shit#the timeline is so fucking confusingggggggg#because in the books it says that charlie died in 1982 before the bite but why would william kill her back then he has no motive#unless he had a rivalry with henry or something#but the books are a different canon but they also arent?#i have been trying to figure this out like with how i piece together things and what i know but holy shit this is hard#like why in the world would you make a timeline this complicatedddddddddd#also when the fuck did elizabeth die?!#and where does sister location take place? ive heard theories that its under the afton house but that doesnt fully make sense to me#like its heavily implied that william hid in some sort of basement/room a lot to work on his shit but the entire thing of sister location?#im in so many fandoms that have the self proclaimed title of “most complex lore” but fnaf honestly takes the cake#anyways im very autistic about shit and i realize i have been typing for a while now and anyways#if you are also autism about fnaf i would love to hear your theories
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weighing the pros and cons in a fraction of a second of telling my new uni friend about my dead bat story bc best case scenario our friendship grows stronger with anecdotes and stuff but worst case he thinks im a weirdo :/
#the secret to making friends ive heard is to treat them like they're already your friend. a sorta fake it till you make it type of situation#the thing is all the irl ppl i consider my friend have been for at least 10 years so perspectives might be skewed#tani's personal shit#i did tell him w/o much detail but its alright 👍 a win for friendship!
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daily hozier!!
YOOOO
#answering asks#chair asks#chair!!#DINNER AND DIATRIBES MENTION!!!!!#okay i’m doing them out of order because i. got excited /silly#god dinner and diatribes my beloved#no notes you know i’ve already heard it so so many times it bangs so hard /silly#it makes me wanna fucking get and up dance dude god. augh#THATS THE KIND OF LOVE!!! IVE BEEN DREAMING OF!!!!#AUGH me when that’s the kind of love#LET THERE BE DAMAGE ENSUED AND TABLOID NEWS!!!!#anyway. god#there are very few songs that make me wanna get up and move and dance and shit like dinner and diatribes does#ANYWAY#as i was typing this be starting playing and god??? banger?? actually#i fucking love this like. scratchy guitar in the background#AUGH#be as you’ve always been….#LOVER BE GOOD TO ME….#kinda insane about this one actually???? holy shit????#i cannot describe it but this is scratching my brain in some certain way#be love in its disrepute that scorches the hillside and salts every root…. oh my GOD#so fucking killer and cross and both of them together and some amalgamation of them#this is like. walking through run down streets and barbed wire#or fucking whatever#i did Not expect it to be that good actually BAHA i dunno why but god#expectations shattered /silly /pos
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i feel equally fascinated by older people and homes that arent like hoarders level but covered in a layer of dust and grime that feels like its existed since the dawn of time and also by brand new sparkling clean well maintained homes, though the latter with more of an air of confusion and alienation. like thats what the conceptual "normal world" thinks every house should look like but theres so much of the former going on that just isn't like ... acknowledged
#its also interesting bc when youre online all the time and feel like youve seen and know about every Type Of Guy out there#you remember theres so much going on in the world that isnt connected to whatever web of influence youre tapped into#and i wouldnt even say 'not online' or whatever like theres 70 yr olds still writing diatribes on fb about their life!#fuck even my irl friends who are also extremely online trans leftists around my age will be in on like#memes and shit that ive never heard of in my life#but that info is still potentially accessible!!! its not hidden or secret from me at the same time!!!#the irony poisoned and the sincere live in different worlds but walk the same earth....#life is so big and crazy#idk im just having Many Thoughts rn
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linebeck’s type is men who could easily snap him in half like a toothpick but choose not to
#salty talks#bonus headcanon cuz im thinking abt linebeck being gay#tbh the bar for ‘men who can snap him in half’ is low bc i dont imagine thats too hard to pull off#its not even ‘scary guys’ tho that easily works for him too he just really has a thing for strong men#he happens to meet zuaz while link is chilling on the island and is immediately down bad for this blacksmith hes never heard of before#linebeck#yeah sure ill tag this normally.#bro im just saying shit. but also the three romantic interests ive given him in aus are all v physically strong men#its generally fun to ship linebeck with men but that is my hc for his general type so. idk bye
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all the more reason they can’t fuck up casting movie!shadow
the day movie shadows voice actor gets announced will either be the best day of my life or the worst day of my life no in between if they mess up with shadows voice i will never recover
#my dream movie shadow casting is for them to get david humphrey to come back hes my favorite shadow va ever#but thats sooo unlikely and im really scared theyre gonna get some random celebrity who doesnt fit shadow at all </3#people keep saying keanu reeves but Eughh im not really a fan of that casting choice#feels like people are just reducing shadow to an edgelord type character and only saying keanu should voice him#because hes played those types of characters before. which i dont like#and ive also heard a couple clips of his voice and dont think it really fits very well#but if it does end up being him i guess id be willing to give him a chance.. and i can think of worse picks ive seen for shadow. so#sonic movie spoilers#sonic 2 spoilers#asks#IDK WHAT IM SO SCARED FOR theyve done really well with the casting in the sonic movies so far...#but im just soo picky about how shadow should sound and i have like a mental list of people i desperately do not want to be cast as him#some of them are thankfully not likely at all but i still see people suggest them all the time#and im like. Shut up you guys cant be saying that shit when the sonic movie team actually listens to the fans#youre gonna ruin this for all of us and by all of us i mean me
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"what is a woman" is a question too philosophically complex for the average person to be used as a transphobic strawman
#the best definition ive heard is 'a woman is someone with a female brain' and based on the studies ive read its the most bulletproof#but thats still some hazy and esoteric type shit that most people arent gonna think of or say#to most a woman is just that which we define as a woman#and to go into any more specificity is really fuckin difficult because of the amound of diversity among that whole half of the population#(shocking i know)#'women are people with uteri/vaginas/breasts'#what about women whove undergone breast cancer/hysterectomies/non medically transitioned trans women/ etc#'women have xx chromosomes'#what about intersex people/trans people/people with chromosomal disorders#you cant define 'woman' through a societal role because women are capable of and actively perform a wide array of societal roles#which massively overlap with those of men#you cant define 'woman' through a set of wants needs or personality traits for the same reason#sorry for saying so much this is a topic that interests me
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WTF MY OWN MUTUAL TURNING AGAINST ME
IN THE HOUSE OF OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR TUMBLR.COM WE DO NOT LET OURSELVES BE PEER PRESSURED INTO MAKING DECISIONS WE USUALLY WOULD NOT... I MUST SPEAK MY TRUTH AND THAT IS #SCRAMBLEDSWEEP
#asks#that being said#ive never heard of poached eggs until now and i googled them after that poll and ngl this shit look kinda good i gotta try them#snowchester-nuke#<just now after typing this i realized it says ''nuke''. i thought for so long that its luke HFJFJFNGK
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